Surface Mapping

Reality fractures into two copies of itself and I decide to decisively seize the moment and go with the version of me who’s bold but cowardly, curious too, curious enough to see what it feels like at the center of a dying star.

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Paradigm

It seems my guise of sanity
had a paradigm shift
all on its own

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Tú Sed: Affectionate Cruelty

I fell in love with his hands first, then his mind, then his body, which is ironic because he was prone to posting sexy selfies, these tantalizingly revealing images, sometimes captioned with his erotic yearnings. His body was nice and all, but my favorite post of his was one with the hands.

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Molasses

Wear your mask for the masses. I want to know more about your madness—the things that bring you to your knees/make you struggle to breathe

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Fleeting Feeling

I’m feeling restless again, not anchorless, but anchored to the wrong thing maybe. Maybe.

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Blah

There is this moment right before you ascend into air where you have to choose between panic and surrender. Right now, I’m not sure if I should panic or surrender.

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peak

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Satisfaction

I got on top of him and moved slowly to take him inside.

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Endlessly

One night I was in the gym, lost in sensation as usual. Stripped out of my formal attire, dressed in some booty hugging leggings and a black tank top with skeleton fingers over my titties as if they were being grabbed/held.

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After Hours: Undone

He wore loafers without socks or with super low profile socks one day.

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Displayed

Believe it or not, I’m a really shy person.

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Poetry of Place

My place smells of guava and lavender and it’s got me thinking about some of the best parts of my childhood. Memories I’d long since forgotten, memories embedded in my embodied body that I finally felt connected enough to tap into.

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Tú Sed

And after all this build up, the mutual world building, the fantasies of what’s to come, it’s a bit frightening to have you here in person. What if fantasy and reality just don’t collide? I accept that as one possible outcome, and I realize there could be many other outcomes.

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War

My entire being is consumed by thoughts of war and the costs of war.

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Style Bender

“I am out with lanterns, looking for myself.”

Emily Dickinson
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Timepiece

I’m never
only
ever

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Read

Would you like to read with me?
Read with me in the room?
Read with me next to you in the bed?

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Crush

“I promise passion, nothing more,” I said, wrapping my legs around him.

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Fall Forward

I’ve been working hard, but my soul isn’t fully nourished unless I’m creating.

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After Hours: Vibrations

He held my gaze as Jay moved a massage gun across his upper back and shoulders. The look on his face, the way his eyes glazed over, the way he softened and smiled… I wanna see that look more often. I like that look. All relaxed and welcoming.

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equilibrium

you’re touching
me, calloused
firm fingers

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Toe Cleavage

I didn’t mean to spend the money, but I saw some pretty sparkly dangly curtain of crystals and lights and I wondered if I could touch, I wanted to touch it, so I did, I reached a scrawny hand toward it and, to my surprise, my fingers passed through, and I felt it, I felt the gorgeous purple shoe.

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The Energy

The competition aspect of my new gig is nuts. This morning in hot-seat was a fierce Hunger Games style battle. Despite being new, I went up against someone who is very well spoken, smooth, charismatic, and seasoned. I’d noticed him before and admired his style.

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