Teach Me to Talk

December 4, 2022.Reading time 4 minutes.

We were sitting on either side of his couch watching Yellowstone while hella stoned. At some point I stretched my body like a golden cat in the afternoon sun and my cold soles touched his thigh.

starlight laden eyes

December 1, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

halfway through the night
I saw a strange creature

Do you ever feel Crazy?

November 29, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

Do you ever feel crazy? Crazy for wanting what you want, crazy for doing what you do, crazy for not doing what you really want to do?

Never Have I Ever

November 27, 2022.Reading time 4 minutes.

I’d never done anything like this before and my heart thumped nervously in my chest as I pulled into the parking lot. After battling with self doubt and uncertainty, I released a long sigh and loosened my grip on the steering wheel.

Idea

November 22, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

I have this idea that I can paint on my body with rope, lay out a path to freedom—the on-my-body-railroad.

Public Tease, 2

November 20, 2022.Reading time 7 minutes.

When it rains, I always consider canceling plans. Water can soothe or smother, and I don’t like thinking about traction. Thankfully, today I didn’t cancel. I braved the cold and rain to play some public games.

the real you

November 16, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

I wonder if you’re
standing down
or sitting up

Up-skirt

November 15, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

My heartbeat picked up as I felt a light touch against the outside of my soul.

The Painted Lady

November 13, 2022.Reading time 3 minutes.

As the man taps, taps, taps, gray falls away, revealing a roaring orange flame. Footsteps approach as he raises the cigarette to his lips.

nameless woman

November 10, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

already madness moves its mouth
to cover half my soul, its breath like
a snowstorm, making my world cold

Diamond Rope Dress

November 8, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

This week I was feeling a bit lawless.

Dreamscape

November 6, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

You were breaking glow lamps so that we could carry the light. Shattered glass bounced beneath us in different colors like fireworks on the floor.

Inside Out

November 2, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

Simply fucking
is not enough

Chest Harness

November 1, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

The more you do, the more it becomes easier to do. It’s only been a week since I started this series and already I’ve been picking up my rope a lot more.

Amoral

October 30, 2022.Reading time 11 minutes.

The more someone is prohibited, the greater the desire. I’d heard that before, but it never quite resonated with me. Not until my opinion was in direct opposition to my need.

Auralism

October 26, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

Send a recording,
just the sound

Self-Tie Tuesday

October 25, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

What are the costs and benefits of your coping mechanism? What do you gain and what are you missing out on by getting lost in this thing, self-soothing with it? What do you minimize to stretch into this pleasure?

Tying Her

October 23, 2022.Reading time 2 minutes.

I circle her slowly as my hands unwrap the rope. She’s wearing jeans and an olive green bodysuit with a fabric/mesh combo up top, no bra. I notice the subtle movement of her neck when she swallows and let myself savor the anticipation radiating from her.

Pain Slut

October 16, 2022.Reading time 6 minutes.

She stands naked before him in a mostly empty, industrial looking room, a lamp on a stool beside them illuminating her feminine frame. A criss crossed wooden contraption stands tall behind her with various hooks and chains attached.

Killing Time

October 9, 2022.Reading time 11 minutes.

Their first night together was nothing like she imagined. She spent most of the night with eyes closed wishing him to touch her.

Familiarity or Fantasy, 2

October 7, 2022.Reading time 2 minutes.

It’s been about six weeks since I quit my job and I don’t regret it, however, living out my fantasy is a bit different to what I expected.

Artistic License

September 30, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

I like to litter your
body with kisses

The Elixir of Life

September 25, 2022.Reading time 5 minutes.

Listen as I sing in the shower, listen as water washes away traces of our desire. Inhale the fragrance of my bodywash as it snakes through the air, lingering like smoke in the atmosphere.

lost in the fire

September 19, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

Brilliantly Realigning

August 21, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

I like the shape of my water bottle after a run —crumpled in the corners where my grip was, like I was holding on for life, or something.

Just a thought

August 15, 2022.Reading time 2 minutes.

My friend got this cool new toy and sent me a video of him using it. It’s kind of like a fleshlight, but with more… body to it.

To Be, Or…

August 13, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

Tie and be tied, that
was the vision for the day
that morning, that is,
once conscious thoughts
took hold of my orgasm laced body

The Rope

August 11, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

The rope is therapeutic
something new to get lost in
something else to make my
heart race and my soul
a little less restless

Agreeable Agony

August 7, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

I do love things

August 2, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

Like exploring the texture of things —I love touching things, touching things and tapping into sensations.

That’s It

July 29, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

Bare skin, pressed
against

Sound or Feel

July 28, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

Sitting at my desk toying with my earring, I had a thought that made me bite my lip and squeeze my legs together. It genuinely aroused me —the thought of only writing. It frightened me also.

Familiarity or Fantasy

July 27, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

I didn’t cum this morning. The hustle has disrupted my routine, the hustle I do for someone else’s dream.

I can’t wait

July 24, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

I can’t wait to climb on top again
I can’t wait to wrap my fingers
around it and hold on tightly.

Face My Face

July 20, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

I need to go to the mirror
and look at myself

Like eternity were a daydream

July 19, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

Bodies & Stillness

July 17, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

One of my knees is softer now

Flawed & Free

July 17, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

all those things

Come & Succumb

July 14, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

Reimagine your role

Prey & Predator

July 13, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

I wanna slow down time with you
Stand still
Watch nature videos and chill
With ya; let instinct take over

Double Trouble

July 12, 2022.Reading time 7 minutes.

Fantasy and reality are finally colliding. Is this what it feels like to be fully alive? To live in my body instead of warring with myself in my mind?