Teach Me to Talk

We were sitting on either side of his couch watching Yellowstone while hella stoned. At some point I stretched my body like a golden cat in the afternoon sun and my cold soles touched his thigh.

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Do you ever feel Crazy?

Do you ever feel crazy? Crazy for wanting what you want, crazy for doing what you do, crazy for not doing what you really want to do?

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Never Have I Ever

I’d never done anything like this before and my heart thumped nervously in my chest as I pulled into the parking lot. After battling with self doubt and uncertainty, I released a long sigh and loosened my grip on the steering wheel.

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Idea

I have this idea that I can paint on my body with rope, lay out a path to freedom—the on-my-body-railroad.

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Public Tease, 2

When it rains, I always consider canceling plans. Water can soothe or smother, and I don’t like thinking about traction. Thankfully, today I didn’t cancel. I braved the cold and rain to play some public games

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the real you

I wonder if you’re
standing down
or sitting up

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Up-skirt

My heartbeat picked up as I felt a light touch against the outside of my soul.

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The Painted Lady

As the man taps, taps, taps, gray falls away, revealing a roaring orange flame. Footsteps approach as he raises the cigarette to his lips.

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nameless woman


already madness moves its mouth
to cover half my soul, its breath like
a snowstorm, making my world cold

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Dreamscape

You were breaking glow lamps so that we could carry the light. Shattered glass bounced beneath us in different colors like fireworks on the floor.

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Inside Out

Simply fucking
is not enough

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Chest Harness

The more you do, the more it becomes easier to do. It’s only been a week since I started this series and already I’ve been picking up my rope a lot more.

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Amoral

The more someone is prohibited, the greater the desire. I’d heard that before, but it never quite resonated with me. Not until my opinion was in direct opposition to my need.

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Auralism

Send a recording,
just the sound

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Self-Tie Tuesday

What are the costs and benefits of your coping mechanism? What do you gain and what are you missing out on by getting lost in this thing, self-soothing with it? What do you minimize to stretch into this pleasure?

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Tying Her

I circle her slowly as my hands unwrap the rope. She’s wearing jeans and an olive green bodysuit with a fabric/mesh combo up top, no bra. I notice the subtle movement of her neck when she swallows and let myself savor the anticipation radiating from her.

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Pain Slut

She stands naked before him in a mostly empty, industrial looking room, a lamp on a stool beside them illuminating her feminine frame. A criss crossed wooden contraption stands tall behind her with various hooks and chains attached.

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Killing Time

Their first night together was nothing like she imagined. She spent most of the night with eyes closed wishing him to touch her.

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Familiarity or Fantasy, 2

It’s been about six weeks since I quit my job and I don’t regret it, however, living out my fantasy is a bit different to what I expected.

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The Elixir of Life

Listen as I sing in the shower, listen as water washes away traces of our desire. Inhale the fragrance of my bodywash as it snakes through the air, lingering like smoke in the atmosphere.

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Brilliantly Realigning

I like the shape of my water bottle after a run —crumpled in the corners where my grip was, like I was holding on for life, or something.

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Just a thought

My friend got this cool new toy and sent me a video of him using it. It’s kind of like a fleshlight, but with more… body to it.

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To Be, Or…

Tie and be tied, that
was the vision for the day
that morning, that is,
once conscious thoughts
took hold of my orgasm laced body

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The Rope

The rope is therapeutic
something new to get lost in
something else to make my
heart race and my soul
a little less restless

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I do love things

Like exploring the texture of things —I love touching things, touching things and tapping into sensations.

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Sound or Feel

Sitting at my desk toying with my earring, I had a thought that made me bite my lip and squeeze my legs together. It genuinely aroused me —the thought of only writing. It frightened me also.

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Familiarity or Fantasy

I didn’t cum this morning. The hustle has disrupted my routine, the hustle I do for someone else’s dream.

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I can’t wait

I can’t wait to climb on top again
I can’t wait to wrap my fingers
around it and hold on tightly.

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Face My Face

I need to go to the mirror
and look at myself

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Prey & Predator

I wanna slow down time with you
Stand still
Watch nature videos and chill
With ya; let instinct take over

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Double Trouble

Fantasy and reality are finally colliding. Is this what it feels like to be fully alive? To live in my body instead of warring with myself in my mind?

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Bittersweet

I enjoy wanting to talk to you
& not talking to you

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Let pleasure find me

After the group call I meant to do guided yoga, but my body had designs of its own.

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Pemdas

The thing about emotions is when you’re in the depths of one is when you’re most capable of experiencing others.

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Public Tease

“I started training again this morning. I’m all full of testosterone and sensual thoughts,” his text lit up my screen.

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