I drop my head,

close my eyes,

rub my eyelids,

exhale, and confetti

flares from my nostrils

Now when I cum

I don’t go anywhere

There’s no movement

Orgasms devoid of tension

My memory devastated

Body amnesiac

Completely blind to the mosaic

pleasure has painted

I drop my head,

cover my eyes

Exhale and confetti flares

from my nostrils

Dissolved ashes rise

above me before

I can catch the colors