Would you like to read with me?
Read with me in the room?
Read with me next to you in the bed?
“I promise passion, nothing more,” I said, wrapping my legs around him.Read More
I’ve been working hard, but my soul isn’t fully nourished unless I’m creating.Read More
He held my gaze as Jay moved a massage gun across his upper back and shoulders. The look on his face, the way his eyes glazed over, the way he softened and smiled… I wanna see that look more often. I like that look. All relaxed and welcoming.Read More
I didn’t mean to spend the money, but I saw some pretty sparkly dangly curtain of crystals and lights and I wondered if I could touch, I wanted to touch it, so I did, I reached a scrawny hand toward it and, to my surprise, my fingers passed through, and I felt it, I felt the gorgeous purple shoe.Read More
The competition aspect of my new gig is nuts. This morning in hot-seat was a fierce Hunger Games style battle. Despite being new, I went up against someone who is very well spoken, smooth, charismatic, and seasoned. I’d noticed him before and admired his style.Read More
Dating and being with people confuses me sometimes. Maybe I was just confused because there wasn’t a good connection. Yeah, that, that’s it. That’s why I found myself locked in a cage so I could get away from my date.Read More
Today I am filled with gratitude and awe. My bad knee is allowing me to do more and more and I could literally cry tears of joy (okay, okay, I did cry a little, lol) for how far my body has come.Read More
You ever find yourself sitting in a seminar where your mind gets to churning and you start to think, This sounds too good to be true, in fact… it feels a little cult-y. These people wanna know my why and I’m not sharing. My why is for me, I don’t owe anyone my life story.Read More
I wanted to show my neck and pretty gold earring. He said I should have my curls on each side because it would be more feminine.Read More
There are ideas I’m not fully aware of
Things I feel lurking in the shadows
Waiting to be acknowledged
Waiting to be named
Eyes are useless when the mind is blind
I looked at him patiently as he spoke, “W-we need to sit down and, uh, do, um, do a Needs Assessment.”Read More
The last two times I let people tie me weren’t that enjoyable. In fact, the more I’m tied by people the more I realize I don’t actually like being tied by people.Read More
We were alone in the conference room one night. It was a long day, but he called me out earlier for not attending evening training… even though I was doing leaps and bounds better than everyone who attends evening trainings.Read More
Puffing smoke in the company of estranged family members.
It’s surreal. I’m freeing myself
I’m not a big party person, yet here I sit in the parking lot of a big party on the passenger side of my truck with the door open, waiting. I went inside and said hello to the woman with my face—it was weird, she was dancing and acting human.Read More
It was such a beautiful night. We sat outside by the water, the ocean breeze cooling my nerves.Read More
Today I’m filled with gratitude & excitement. Things are coming together in the most beautiful, yet unexpected (and arguably poetic) way.Read More
Going back to basics, but sometimes basics are the most complex.Read More
From forehead on the mat to tip toe balancing, I was transfixed by the sight of her beautiful suffering.
“Does it hurt?” is by far the most common question I get regarding my Shibari practice.Read More
beyond language is
where I want to be
I’m feeling alive again
The behavior is proof