The Eroticization of Suffering, Vol 2

May 28, 2023.Reading time 8 minutes.

From forehead on the mat to tip toe balancing, I was transfixed by the sight of her beautiful suffering.

The Eroticization of Suffering

May 21, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.

“Does it hurt?” is by far the most common question I get regarding my Shibari practice.

Super Soaker

April 23, 2023.Reading time 3 minutes.

I was jogging along the River Thames when I felt the rhythmic vibrations of my phone. Definitely more than one message, but I wasn’t going to stop to check.

Drive

March 12, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.

Dangling his cuffs hypnotically above his head, she says, “Tell me the truth, do you love it when I take control?”

You shape me and I become

February 26, 2023.Reading time 1 minute.

“How well did you know the victim?”

“I didn’t know him.”

Fullness of Form

February 19, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.

It’s been ages since I’ve had a mind-blowing orgasm. Mostly it’s been a splintered pleasure where I cum while half in my body and half outside it, a single toy under the blankets, an ear perked up listening for chirps from the digital door. A gilded cage is what it felt like, the past few weeks I shared a gilded cage with others.

Habits

February 12, 2023.Reading time 1 minute.

I look up from my notebook, up at the cursor on my screen, then over, over to the thin stemmed wine glass.

Cool Down

January 15, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.

Seated in the living room on an uncharacteristically hot afternoon, I was having a hard time concentrating on my work. Noticing the discomfort in my body, he asked me to close my laptop and join him for a little break.

House Hunting

January 8, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.

“Tell me what you want and I’ll make sure my wife gets it for you.”

Makeup

January 1, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.

“Baby, how much longer?”

“10 more minutes,” I shout over the music.

Crawling

December 18, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

From across the room I sense the look you’re wearing and I’m captivated by the near sight of you.

Locking Up

December 11, 2022.Reading time 2 minutes.

At the agreed upon hour, I heard a knock on my door. I grab you by the belt buckle and lead you inside.

Teach Me to Talk

December 4, 2022.Reading time 4 minutes.

We were sitting on either side of his couch watching Yellowstone while hella stoned. At some point I stretched my body like a golden cat in the afternoon sun and my cold soles touched his thigh.

Never Have I Ever

November 27, 2022.Reading time 4 minutes.

I’d never done anything like this before and my heart thumped nervously in my chest as I pulled into the parking lot. After battling with self doubt and uncertainty, I released a long sigh and loosened my grip on the steering wheel.

Public Tease 2

November 20, 2022.Reading time 7 minutes.

When it rains, I always consider canceling plans. Water can soothe or smother, and I don’t like thinking about traction. Thankfully, today I didn’t cancel. I braved the cold and rain to play some public games.

The Painted Lady

November 13, 2022.Reading time 3 minutes.

As the man taps, taps, taps, gray falls away, revealing a roaring orange flame. Footsteps approach as he raises the cigarette to his lips.

Dreamscape

November 6, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

You were breaking glow lamps so that we could carry the light. Shattered glass bounced beneath us in different colors like fireworks on the floor.

Amoral

October 30, 2022.Reading time 11 minutes.

The more someone is prohibited, the greater the desire. I’d heard that before, but it never quite resonated with me. Not until my opinion was in direct opposition to my need.

Tying Her

October 23, 2022.Reading time 2 minutes.

I circle her slowly as my hands unwrap the rope. She’s wearing jeans and an olive green bodysuit with a fabric/mesh combo up top, no bra. I notice the subtle movement of her neck when she swallows and let myself savor the anticipation radiating from her.

Pain Slut

October 16, 2022.Reading time 6 minutes.

She stands naked before him in a mostly empty, industrial looking room, a lamp on a stool beside them illuminating her feminine frame. A criss crossed wooden contraption stands tall behind her with various hooks and chains attached.

Killing Time

October 9, 2022.Reading time 11 minutes.

Their first night together was nothing like she imagined. She spent most of the night with eyes closed wishing him to touch her.

The Elixir of Life

September 25, 2022.Reading time 5 minutes.

Listen as I sing in the shower, listen as water washes away traces of our desire. Inhale the fragrance of my bodywash as it snakes through the air, lingering like smoke in the atmosphere.

Double Trouble

July 12, 2022.Reading time 7 minutes.

Fantasy and reality are finally colliding. Is this what it feels like to be fully alive? To live in my body instead of warring with myself in my mind?

the back of your neck, the small of your back

June 12, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

After lunch we sat in his car and talked some more. We had been gone for hours, but it felt like minutes.

Public Tease 1

June 5, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

“I started training again this morning. I’m all full of testosterone and sensual thoughts,” his text lit up my screen.

something carved out

May 30, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

The sky was gray this morning, but I conjured him in color. The shape of his shape. The taste of his taste. The lines of lust drawn red by faceless faces in placeless places.

My Favorite Thing

March 10, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

My favorite thing about him is how I lose track of time when I’m with him. I get lost with him and his immense need for touch. Not just sexual touch, but gotta-be-near-you touch.

Date With the Devil

March 8, 2022.Reading time 4 minutes.

“Come to a work event with me. I need arm candy.”

There was a time when I would freak out about whether or not a guy would text back. And what his lack of response might mean. And all my feelings of self worth were affected by this.

Lust at First Tie, 2

March 6, 2022.Reading time 4 minutes.

It’s 2AM and I smell like Mister Jones! I’m drunk on lust and I don’t want this sensation to end.

Lust at First Tie

February 11, 2022.Reading time 6 minutes.

He recognized me by my voice and my fingers.

“I saw them moving across his chest. The pink polish, the rings. You did some elaborate knot and tightened it around him.”

Staggered Desires

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