Crush

September 15, 2023.Reading time 1 minute.

“I promise passion, nothing more,” I said, wrapping my legs around him.

After Hours: Vibrations

September 10, 2023.Reading time 1 minute.

He held my gaze as Jay moved a massage gun across his upper back and shoulders. The look on his face, the way his eyes glazed over, the way he softened and smiled… I wanna see that look more often. I like that look. All relaxed and welcoming.

Bad Date/Good Night

August 20, 2023.Reading time 7 minutes.

Dating and being with people confuses me sometimes. Maybe I was just confused because there wasn’t a good connection. Yeah, that, that’s it. That’s why I found myself locked in a cage so I could get away from my date.

After Hours: Headshots

August 13, 2023.Reading time 1 minute.

I wanted to show my neck and pretty gold earring. He said I should have my curls on each side because it would be more feminine.

Sway

August 10, 2023.Reading time 3 minutes.

I looked at him patiently as he spoke, “W-we need to sit down and, uh, do, um, do a Needs Assessment.”

After Hours

July 31, 2023.Reading time 1 minute.

We were alone in the conference room one night. It was a long day, but he called me out earlier for not attending evening training… even though I was doing leaps and bounds better than everyone who attends evening trainings.

A Beautiful Night

July 25, 2023.Reading time 1 minute.

It was such a beautiful night. We sat outside by the water, the ocean breeze cooling my nerves.

The Eroticization of Suffering, Vol 2

May 28, 2023.Reading time 8 minutes.

From forehead on the mat to tip toe balancing, I was transfixed by the sight of her beautiful suffering.

The Eroticization of Suffering, Vol 1

May 21, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.

“Does it hurt?” is by far the most common question I get regarding my Shibari practice.

Super Soaker

April 23, 2023.Reading time 3 minutes.

I was jogging along the River Thames when I felt the rhythmic vibrations of my phone. Definitely more than one message, but I wasn’t going to stop to check.

Drive

March 12, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.

Dangling his cuffs hypnotically above his head, she says, “Tell me the truth, do you love it when I take control?”

You shape me and I become

February 26, 2023.Reading time 1 minute.

“How well did you know the victim?”

“I didn’t know him.”

Fullness of Form

February 19, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.

It’s been ages since I’ve had a mind-blowing orgasm. Mostly it’s been a splintered pleasure where I cum while half in my body and half outside it, a single toy under the blankets, an ear perked up listening for chirps from the digital door. A gilded cage is what it felt like, the past few weeks I shared a gilded cage with others.

Habits

February 12, 2023.Reading time 1 minute.

I look up from my notebook, up at the cursor on my screen, then over, over to the thin stemmed wine glass.

Cool Down

January 15, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.

Seated in the living room on an uncharacteristically hot afternoon, I was having a hard time concentrating on my work. Noticing the discomfort in my body, he asked me to close my laptop and join him for a little break.

House Hunting

January 8, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.

“Tell me what you want and I’ll make sure my wife gets it for you.”

Makeup

January 1, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.

“Baby, how much longer?”

“10 more minutes,” I shout over the music.

Crawling

December 18, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

From across the room I sense the look you’re wearing and I’m captivated by the near sight of you.

Locking Up

December 11, 2022.Reading time 2 minutes.

At the agreed upon hour, I heard a knock on my door. I grab you by the belt buckle and lead you inside.

Teach Me to Talk

December 4, 2022.Reading time 4 minutes.

We were sitting on either side of his couch watching Yellowstone while hella stoned. At some point I stretched my body like a golden cat in the afternoon sun and my cold soles touched his thigh.

Never Have I Ever

November 27, 2022.Reading time 4 minutes.

I’d never done anything like this before and my heart thumped nervously in my chest as I pulled into the parking lot. After battling with self doubt and uncertainty, I released a long sigh and loosened my grip on the steering wheel.

Public Tease, 2

November 20, 2022.Reading time 7 minutes.

When it rains, I always consider canceling plans. Water can soothe or smother, and I don’t like thinking about traction. Thankfully, today I didn’t cancel. I braved the cold and rain to play some public games.

The Painted Lady

November 13, 2022.Reading time 3 minutes.

As the man taps, taps, taps, gray falls away, revealing a roaring orange flame. Footsteps approach as he raises the cigarette to his lips.

Dreamscape

November 6, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

You were breaking glow lamps so that we could carry the light. Shattered glass bounced beneath us in different colors like fireworks on the floor.

Amoral

October 30, 2022.Reading time 11 minutes.

The more someone is prohibited, the greater the desire. I’d heard that before, but it never quite resonated with me. Not until my opinion was in direct opposition to my need.

Tying Her

October 23, 2022.Reading time 2 minutes.

I circle her slowly as my hands unwrap the rope. She’s wearing jeans and an olive green bodysuit with a fabric/mesh combo up top, no bra. I notice the subtle movement of her neck when she swallows and let myself savor the anticipation radiating from her.

Pain Slut

October 16, 2022.Reading time 6 minutes.

She stands naked before him in a mostly empty, industrial looking room, a lamp on a stool beside them illuminating her feminine frame. A criss crossed wooden contraption stands tall behind her with various hooks and chains attached.

Killing Time

October 9, 2022.Reading time 11 minutes.

Their first night together was nothing like she imagined. She spent most of the night with eyes closed wishing him to touch her.

The Elixir of Life

September 25, 2022.Reading time 5 minutes.

Listen as I sing in the shower, listen as water washes away traces of our desire. Inhale the fragrance of my bodywash as it snakes through the air, lingering like smoke in the atmosphere.

Double Trouble

July 12, 2022.Reading time 7 minutes.

Fantasy and reality are finally colliding. Is this what it feels like to be fully alive? To live in my body instead of warring with myself in my mind?

Staggered Desires

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