The Eroticization of Suffering, Vol 2

May 28, 2023.Reading time 8 minutes.

From forehead on the mat to tip toe balancing, I was transfixed by the sight of her beautiful suffering.

The Eroticization of Suffering, Vol 1

May 21, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.

“Does it hurt?” is by far the most common question I get regarding my Shibari practice.

simply

May 16, 2023.Reading time less than 1 minute.

beyond language is
where I want to be

April Ties

April 25, 2023.Reading time less than 1 minute.

An assortment of ties from the month of April.

Fullness of Form

February 19, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.

It’s been ages since I’ve had a mind-blowing orgasm. Mostly it’s been a splintered pleasure where I cum while half in my body and half outside it, a single toy under the blankets, an ear perked up listening for chirps from the digital door. A gilded cage is what it felt like, the past few weeks I shared a gilded cage with others.

Are You Happy?

February 1, 2023.Reading time 2 minutes.

My goal was never to lead a happy life, but rather to lead a peaceful one. I don’t need things or people to “make me happy.”

Complicit

January 17, 2023.Reading time less than 1 minute.

I became complicit
in my own consumption

Locking Up

December 11, 2022.Reading time 2 minutes.

At the agreed upon hour, I heard a knock on my door. I grab you by the belt buckle and lead you inside.

Idea

November 22, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

I have this idea that I can paint on my body with rope, lay out a path to freedom—the on-my-body-railroad.

Up-skirt

November 15, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

My heartbeat picked up as I felt a light touch against the outside of my soul.

Pain Slut

October 16, 2022.Reading time 6 minutes.

She stands naked before him in a mostly empty, industrial looking room, a lamp on a stool beside them illuminating her feminine frame. A criss crossed wooden contraption stands tall behind her with various hooks and chains attached.

Killing Time

October 9, 2022.Reading time 11 minutes.

Their first night together was nothing like she imagined. She spent most of the night with eyes closed wishing him to touch her.

Sensual Being

May 10, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

There’s so much I don’t remember. Places I’ve gone, people I’ve been, little lives I’ve lived in service of another’s vision.

Lust at First Tie

February 11, 2022.Reading time 6 minutes.

He recognized me by my voice and my fingers.

“I saw them moving across his chest. The pink polish, the rings. You did some elaborate knot and tightened it around him.”

Primal Me

August 13, 2021.Reading time less than 1 minute.

I’ve been diplomatic  
I’ve been demonic

Watch Me

August 13, 2018.Reading time less than 1 minute.

I’m no longer his disciple

I’m Master now

Staggered Desires

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