A Starring Role

Sometimes I ice my nipples
Before taking nudes

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Who Taught You?

In my younger years desire would call out to me. And I, a puppy greyhound, could not turn away from the pull. I would touch myself in ways that felt good instinctively. No one taught me to do it, I just stumbled upon my bliss. I remember bringing myself close to orgasm and stopping before going over the edge. Back then it seemed too powerful, too all-consuming. So edging was my jam.

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Bathtub

I was in the bath that night. The first time I had an anal orgasm. Read More

Modern Romance, Pt 1

Getting back into the dating scene was a bit intimidating, but since my hunger for dick and pussy was stronger than my fear of rejection I jumped on OK Cupid. The app was nothing like it was a couple years ago – swipe culture infected it. I went ahead and purchased the premium subscription so I could see who liked me and who messaged me. Even as an ‘A-Lister’ my prospects were limited. Read More

810

Today was rough and easy.

I sold nothing. I ran hard.

Today I felt my body. I wept to feel it more. Read More

Animals

It’s the feeling I miss the most

the vulnerability of

earthquake and rain

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A Gnawing Obligation

It was one of those friendships that started out of mutual association.
A gnawing obligation

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Dying in My Dreams

My aim is to no longer dream of my own destruction, for when I do I live in fear. And to live in fear is to stand still at the bottom of a Ferris wheel during a blood moon festival. To live in fear is to stand still at a November carnival. They come and go these opportunities to move. Yet year upon year I stay planted.

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Watch Me

I’m no longer his disciple

I’m Master now

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I finally know what it’s like to be DP’d

I’m very new to butt play, and for me it’s kind of like learning a new language. I’m not perfect at distinguishing what feels good or isolating specifics when something is inside me. But what I do know is I very much enjoy sensations on top of sensations, the more the better.

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Clean 

I shower at night

to prepare for our sins

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Haunting

Months after dismissing you

as purged from my brain

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Re-wire 

I long to empty my mind

Untangle its contents

like twisted silk thread

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