A Beautiful Night

July 25, 2023.Reading time 1 minute.

It was such a beautiful night. We sat outside by the water, the ocean breeze cooling my nerves.

The Eroticization of Suffering, Vol 2

May 28, 2023.Reading time 8 minutes.

From forehead on the mat to tip toe balancing, I was transfixed by the sight of her beautiful suffering.

The Eroticization of Suffering, Vol 1

May 21, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.

“Does it hurt?” is by far the most common question I get regarding my Shibari practice.

Latch

March 7, 2023.Reading time less than 1 minute.

When he kissed me my lips were
uninspired, my mind latched on
to thoughts of how it would be
with you

Broken

March 2, 2023.Reading time 1 minute.

I think I like the broken ones best. The ones with scars on their chests, the ones who’ve fallen over board without a life vest, the ones who’ve hit rock bottom and clawed their way back up.

The Concept of Time

February 3, 2023.Reading time 1 minute.

Through rose colored glasses
you watched me walk
walking on stained glass

Window

December 25, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

Would you lay
in bed with me on a
lazy Sunday morning

the real you

November 16, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

I wonder if you’re
standing down
or sitting up

the back of your neck, the small of your back

June 12, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.

After lunch we sat in his car and talked some more. We had been gone for hours, but it felt like minutes.

The Worst Kind of Loneliness

January 20, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.

The worse kind of loneliness is when you are with people who don’t see you.

Lancelot, I Cannot

September 22, 2020.Reading time less than 1 minute.

I can’t help but to fall
Fall into the taste
of your touch

Not Temptation

June 21, 2020.Reading time less than 1 minute.

I’m not temptation, nor a side dish; I’m a fucking delicacy! Read More

CBT

March 28, 2020.Reading time less than 1 minute.

”Does it quiet your mind?” she asked. Read More

Modern Romance, Pt 1

September 29, 2019.Reading time 3 minutes.

Getting back into the dating scene was a bit intimidating, but since my hunger for dick and pussy was stronger than my fear of rejection I jumped on OK Cupid. The app was nothing like it was a couple years ago – swipe culture infected it. I went ahead and purchased the premium subscription so I could see who liked me and who messaged me. Even as an ‘A-Lister’ my prospects were limited. Read More

Spiral

August 22, 2019.Reading time less than 1 minute.

The last two were

mad at me

for not showing

them off to my friends Read More

Animals

January 22, 2019.Reading time less than 1 minute.

It’s the feeling I miss the most

the vulnerability of

earthquake and rain

Dying in My Dreams

January 6, 2019.Reading time 1 minute.

My aim is to no longer dream of my own destruction, for when I do I live in fear. And to live in fear is to stand still at the bottom of a Ferris wheel during a blood moon festival. To live in fear is to stand still at a November carnival. They come and go these opportunities to move. Yet year upon year I stay planted.