
Tag: journal


A Year in Rope
At the beginning of 2022, I was in a bad way. It became impossible to avoid certain truths as my body refused to be numb any longer. Suddenly, I was drowning in emotions—grief, shame, remorse, plus my usual dose of melancholy.
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Diamond Rope Dress
This week I was feeling a bit lawless.
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Chest Harness
The more you do, the more it becomes easier to do. It’s only been a week since I started this series and already I’ve been picking up my rope a lot more.
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Self-Tie Tuesday
What are the costs and benefits of your coping mechanism? What do you gain and what are you missing out on by getting lost in this thing, self-soothing with it? What do you minimize to stretch into this pleasure?
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Familiarity or Fantasy, 2
It’s been about six weeks since I quit my job and I don’t regret it, however, living out my fantasy is a bit different to what I expected.
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2022 Survival Guide
There is work to be done.
That’s the motto, the mantra, the resolution. This year, I know I’ll swing from states of manic euphoria to deep dreamlike depression.
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