Fullness of Form


It’s been ages since I’ve had a mind-blowing orgasm. Mostly it’s been a splintered pleasure where I cum while half in my body and half outside it, a single toy under the blankets, an ear perked up listening for chirps from the digital door. A gilded cage is what it felt like, the past few weeks I shared a gilded cage with others.

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Write for Me

I’ve never been one for plotting outlines or charting character arcs. I’m a writer, not a planner, which, ironically, is my poetry and my pain-point.

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Habits

I look up from my notebook, up at the cursor on my screen, then over, over to the thin stemmed wine glass.

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House Hunting

“Tell me what you want and I’ll make sure my wife gets it for you.”

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wet

I’ll be your
favorite story

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Makeup

“Baby, how much longer?”

“10 more minutes,” I shout over the music.

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Never Have I Ever

I’d never done anything like this before and my heart thumped nervously in my chest as I pulled into the parking lot. After battling with self doubt and uncertainty, I released a long sigh and loosened my grip on the steering wheel.

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Public Tease, 2

When it rains, I always consider canceling plans. Water can soothe or smother, and I don’t like thinking about traction. Thankfully, today I didn’t cancel. I braved the cold and rain to play some public games

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Self-Tie Tuesday

What are the costs and benefits of your coping mechanism? What do you gain and what are you missing out on by getting lost in this thing, self-soothing with it? What do you minimize to stretch into this pleasure?

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The Elixir of Life

Listen as I sing in the shower, listen as water washes away traces of our desire. Inhale the fragrance of my bodywash as it snakes through the air, lingering like smoke in the atmosphere.

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Just a thought

My friend got this cool new toy and sent me a video of him using it. It’s kind of like a fleshlight, but with more… body to it.

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To Be, Or…

Tie and be tied, that
was the vision for the day
that morning, that is,
once conscious thoughts
took hold of my orgasm laced body

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The Rope

The rope is therapeutic
something new to get lost in
something else to make my
heart race and my soul
a little less restless

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I do love things

Like exploring the texture of things —I love touching things, touching things and tapping into sensations.

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Sound or Feel

Sitting at my desk toying with my earring, I had a thought that made me bite my lip and squeeze my legs together. It genuinely aroused me —the thought of only writing. It frightened me also.

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I can’t wait

I can’t wait to climb on top again
I can’t wait to wrap my fingers
around it and hold on tightly.

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Prey & Predator

I wanna slow down time with you
Stand still
Watch nature videos and chill
With ya; let instinct take over

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Double Trouble

Fantasy and reality are finally colliding. Is this what it feels like to be fully alive? To live in my body instead of warring with myself in my mind?

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Bittersweet

I enjoy wanting to talk to you
& not talking to you

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Let pleasure find me

After the group call I meant to do guided yoga, but my body had designs of its own.

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Pemdas

The thing about emotions is when you’re in the depths of one is when you’re most capable of experiencing others.

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