February 19, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.
It’s been ages since I’ve had a mind-blowing orgasm. Mostly it’s been a splintered pleasure where I cum while half in my body and half outside it, a single toy under the blankets, an ear perked up listening for chirps from the digital door. A gilded cage is what it felt like, the past few weeks I shared a gilded cage with others.
February 17, 2023.Reading time 2 minutes.
I’ve never been one for plotting outlines or charting character arcs. I’m a writer, not a planner, which, ironically, is my poetry and my pain-point.
February 12, 2023.Reading time 1 minute.
I look up from my notebook, up at the cursor on my screen, then over, over to the thin stemmed wine glass.
January 8, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.
“Tell me what you want and I’ll make sure my wife gets it for you.”
January 5, 2023.Reading time less than 1 minute.
I’ll be your
January 1, 2023.Reading time 5 minutes.
“Baby, how much longer?”
“10 more minutes,” I shout over the music.
November 27, 2022.Reading time 4 minutes.
I’d never done anything like this before and my heart thumped nervously in my chest as I pulled into the parking lot. After battling with self doubt and uncertainty, I released a long sigh and loosened my grip on the steering wheel.
November 20, 2022.Reading time 7 minutes.
When it rains, I always consider canceling plans. Water can soothe or smother, and I don’t like thinking about traction. Thankfully, today I didn’t cancel. I braved the cold and rain to play some public games.
October 25, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.
What are the costs and benefits of your coping mechanism? What do you gain and what are you missing out on by getting lost in this thing, self-soothing with it? What do you minimize to stretch into this pleasure?
September 25, 2022.Reading time 5 minutes.
Listen as I sing in the shower, listen as water washes away traces of our desire. Inhale the fragrance of my bodywash as it snakes through the air, lingering like smoke in the atmosphere.
August 15, 2022.Reading time 2 minutes.
My friend got this cool new toy and sent me a video of him using it. It’s kind of like a fleshlight, but with more… body to it.
August 13, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.
Tie and be tied, that
was the vision for the day
that morning, that is,
once conscious thoughts
took hold of my orgasm laced body
August 11, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.
The rope is therapeutic
something new to get lost in
something else to make my
heart race and my soul
a little less restless
August 7, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.
August 2, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.
Like exploring the texture of things —I love touching things, touching things and tapping into sensations.
July 28, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.
Sitting at my desk toying with my earring, I had a thought that made me bite my lip and squeeze my legs together. It genuinely aroused me —the thought of only writing. It frightened me also.
July 24, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.
I can’t wait to climb on top again
I can’t wait to wrap my fingers
around it and hold on tightly.
July 19, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.
July 17, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.
all those things
July 14, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.
Reimagine your role
July 13, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.
I wanna slow down time with you
Watch nature videos and chill
With ya; let instinct take over
July 12, 2022.Reading time 7 minutes.
Fantasy and reality are finally colliding. Is this what it feels like to be fully alive? To live in my body instead of warring with myself in my mind?
July 9, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.
Do you like the way
I look at you?
July 6, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.
Cultivate the conditions
to tap into the dream
June 27, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.
I enjoy wanting to talk to you
& not talking to you
June 26, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.
After the group call I meant to do guided yoga, but my body had designs of its own.
June 23, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.
Should we be toe to toe,
or back to back?
June 21, 2022.Reading time less than 1 minute.
I want to fuck.
June 21, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.
The thing about emotions is when you’re in the depths of one is when you’re most capable of experiencing others.
June 12, 2022.Reading time 1 minute.
After lunch we sat in his car and talked some more. We had been gone for hours, but it felt like minutes.