The State of My Rope

The last two times I let people tie me weren’t that enjoyable. In fact, the more I’m tied by people the more I realize I don’t actually like being tied by people.

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Does this look like a heart?

I’ve finally landed on a place to live—a state with great job opportunities, lots of nature, all four seasons, high walkability score, no state income tax, and legal lettuce.

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Are You Happy?

My goal was never to lead a happy life, but rather to lead a peaceful one. I don’t need things or people to “make me happy.”

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Frozen Strawberry

I never meant for you to know me, never meant to let you in.

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w/ Great Power

I’ve decided to reframe things I want to accomplish as challenges instead of goals.

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A Year in Rope

At the beginning of 2022, I was in a bad way. It became impossible to avoid certain truths as my body refused to be numb any longer. Suddenly, I was drowning in emotions—grief, shame, remorse, plus my usual dose of melancholy.

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Up-skirt 2

I’ve bathed in the light of a brilliant moon

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Chest Harness

The more you do, the more it becomes easier to do. It’s only been a week since I started this series and already I’ve been picking up my rope a lot more.

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Self-Tie Tuesday

What are the costs and benefits of your coping mechanism? What do you gain and what are you missing out on by getting lost in this thing, self-soothing with it? What do you minimize to stretch into this pleasure?

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At Galaxy’s Edge

It will hurt
One can’t be sure how badly
Certainly, it will be

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Lust at First Tie

He recognized me by my voice and my fingers.

“I saw them moving across his chest. The pink polish, the rings. You did some elaborate knot and tightened it around him.”

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